Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Facebook Your Way into a Fabulous Michelle Phan Lancome Giveaway



Lancôme, in their infinite wisdom and creativity, has enlisted the skills of YouTube makeup artist sensation Michelle Phan, and they're sharing the love with their Lancôme Facebook fans.  To help celebrate the goodness Michelle is bringing Lancôme lovers and beauty afficionados everywhere, Lancôme is hosting a bountiful giveaway for their facebook fans, new and existing fans.

Anyone who becomes a fan between now and Friday night (April 2nd) will be eligible to win all the products in Michelle’s new Lancôme video. Phan joined the Lancôme team earlier this year as their first-ever video makeup artist. Her latest video, Clubbing Makeup, went live a few days ago and has already passed 825,000 views.


Products Featured:
La Base Pro Makeup Primer
Teint Idole Ultra Oil-Free Foundation (my favorite!)
Effacernes Concealer
Dual Finish Powder Compact
Le Crayon Poudre Eyebrow Pencil
Ombre Perfecteur Eyeshadow Primer
Color Design Eyeshadow
Artliner Liquid Eyeliner
Hypnose Drama Volumizing Mascara
Blush Subtil
Le Crayon Lipliner
La Laque Fever

The video is fantastic and there are some great, practical makeup tips—plus a fun tip that involves using Scotch tape for the perfect cat-eye makeup! Lots to learn here, please enjoy.

(click link to access Lancôme's Facebook page)

And for existing Lancôme Facebook fans, you're already entered.  For more great application tips, videos and the latest in Lancôme news, visit Lancôme Facebook.

image: mahalo.com

better late than never. . .

here are a few photos from that little shindig i went to last saturday. like i said before, us girls can become quite the rowdy bunch... impromptu couch wrestling matches and all...
what a buncha goofballs we all are... love it.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

FORECAST: Beauty Trends Fall/Winter 2010-11



On a beautiful fall evening in October 2009, the lovely ladies of Edelkoort Inc. and beautypress joined forces to host an invitation-only event at Edelkoort’s NYC headquarters, The Firehouse.

Attendees included representatives from Amazon Beauty, Bleu Magazine, Chantecaille Beauté, Erno Laszlo, Good Housekeeping, Givaudan, LashControl, LUSH, Marc Rosen, Meniscus magazine, MyBeautyBerry, Priti Nails, Scenterprises, WWD Beauty Biz, 3&Co., and more. Guests enjoyed apple cider and Bouké wines, and were then seated for two informative presentations:

First, beautypress founder Gabriele Fuchs, reported about the rapid growth and acceptance of beautypress by the editorial community.

Next, Emmanuelle Linard a leading trend expert and executive director of Edelkoort Inc., provided an inspiring look at beauty trends for Autumn/Winter 2010.
 
TREND UNION
FALL/WINTER 2010-11
 
“MONOLOGUE”
 
In a response to the economic downturn, we choose to slow down, take a very close look at our identity and re-assess our brands and products lines, as well as our manufacturing and distribution ways. We will scrutinize every step of our personal and professional behaviors and open our minds to different solutions to adjust to a new world in motion.

Weary of trying to create everything for everybody, accepting that we have diluted the quality of our merchandise into excessive production and scattered our skills in too many product lines, we strive to simplify it all.

We quiet everything down and we focus on the essence of our brands, the core of our lines, on the magical origins that attracted our customer base in the first place.



T-B, L-R: Brandi Halls of Lush, Camilla Barungi of African Moringa, Jen O'Holla of Lush, and Allie Leung of Lush; Kathryn Cusimano of Betty Confidential and Marianne Mychaskiw of Good Housekeeping; beautypress founder Gabriele Fuchs updating attendees on beautypress growth; Ragna Frodadottir of Edelkoort, Diana Tedesco of beautypress, and Emmanuelle Linard of Edelkoort

This concentrated state of mind becomes a MONO recipe to redefining a sustainable solution for reinventing and marketing our way ahead.

This mono-minded inspiration will apply to many categories of design. Distinct and focused beauty trends are identified for the Fall/Winter 2010-11 in this concentrated approach, where we will comply with sharper design choices, chosen references and accurate creative ideas. We will be assertive in our beauty looks, to make our seduction known in a distinct choice of color, brick red, all red, black, grey, metallic and more. Packaging materials and shapes will be adopted without hesitation, sustainable or eerie, decorative or minimalist, historical or futuristic, pure or passionate. Specialized brands and one-destination store will be elected by consumers who are restructuring their lifestyles and reinventing the way they shop.

To make sense, for now! Consider yourself now in the know ...
 
source: beautypress; Edelkoort

GIVEAWAY: Light, Camera Lashes! Tarte MultiplEYE Lash Enhancing Mascara

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We know how fabulously innovative Tarte Cosmetics is; we know how devoted to green beauty Tarte creator Maureen Kelly is; and we love that with Tarte we can have the best of both worlds.

MultiplEYE lands on the heels of Tarte's Light Camera Lashes, the wildly popular 4-in-1clinically proven natural mascara that lengthens, curls, volumizes and conditions eye lashes.

This is the brand new lash enhancing mascara from Tarte, and now is your opportunity to win one of your very own.

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A one-of-a-kind mascara that is clinically proven to immediately increase the appearance of lash volume by 638%, while also increasing the appearance of lash length with regular use.

Fortify lashes by naturally increasing the appearance of lash volume by 638%, while also increasing the appearance of lash length and growth. Using a unique blend of high-performance natural™ botanical nutrients, tarte has engineered a nourishing onyx-black mascara base infused with their proprietary HydroPlant™ peptide (a soy-amino super protein) to help stimulate lashes for a 638% increase in the appearance of lash volume and increased appearance of length, growth, and strength.

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To enter:
We want to know why you'd like to try MultiplEYE Lash Enchancing Mascara or why you simply must have MultiplEYE . Share your comments in the entry form below along with your email (won't be shown online) so we may contact you if you win. One winner will be chosen at random to win this prize. This contest is open to residents in the USA only. Good Luck!


NOTE: Your entry acknowledges permission to provide representatives for Tarte with your contact and mailing information if you win this sweepstakes. One (1) winner will be chosen to receive this prize. Mascara shade is black. Contest open to residents of the USA only. Contest ends Sun., April 11, 2010 at 11:59 pm.

And for a yummy exfoliating treat to soothe and prepare lips for a healthy showing for spring and summer months, be sure to check out Tarte Frxtion, an award winning duel-sided stick that's both a natural sugar exfoliator as well as a lip balm. Use the sugar crystals to exfoliate your lips, then apply the vanilla scented lip balm on the now-smooth surface to condition and protect lips. Sugar craving anyone?

Get $20 Back on Olay Pro-X Skincare


So you all know how wonderful I think the Olay Professional Pro-X line of anti-aging skincare is.  Olay Pro-X is a scientifically advanced line of professional skin care products created by an inspired partnership of Proctor & Gamble Beauty scientists and renowned dermatologists. We gave you the scoop about it's launch this past December. Since then, Pro-X has been flying off the shelves, and with good reason. Quite simply - it works!

Get $20 back when you spend $50 or more on Olay Pro-X skin care products at drugstore.com. Offer ends 04/09/10, but you have until 4/23/10 to postmark your rebate request.

WINNER: NVPerriconeMD Cold Plasma



Congratulations to ...

BERTA
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Berta has been selected as the winner of our NVPerriconeMD Cold Plasma giveaway!

Formulated with Dr. Perricone's patented delivery system, Cold Plasma addresses the 10 most visible signs of aging: wrinkles, enlarged pores, dryness, discoloration, redness, uneven skin tone, impurities, loss of firmness, loss of smoothness and loss of radiance.

Our winner has been notified by email of her winning entry. Berta, please send along your shipping address via the link provided in the notice we sent, and NVPerriconeMD will ship you your prize.

Another giveaway is coming up in just a few so stay tuned.

questions answered . . .

because the lovely miss summer asked, here are some answers to some questions of hers. i love answering questions, so when i saw this on her blog post today, i knew i had to do it...  and i do what she says.

1. what book are you reading? 
Are you there vodka? it's me Chelsea - Chelsea Handler
i love books that make me laugh hysterically in public

2. where do you wish you could be right now? 
on a vacation with Mr. D... somewhere tropical.
heck, i'd even take Palm Springs... anywhere but work.

3. what does your mousepad look like? 
it's a Wacom Tablet {for designers who draw on computers) so i kinda don't have one.

4. if you wanted to and you could quit your job without consequence. 
what would you say? 
i need a job that allows me to be more creative. sorry.

5. how will you make your dreams come true? 
always following my heart, and doing what i WANT to do rather than what i SHOULD do. 
never giving up, dealing with the stress and a busy schedule, 
and working my butt off putting myself out there.

6. Favorite Halloween costume ever?
 i still love my little devil costume from my little days.
i've always loved being a little devil.
7. Favorite song from back in the day? 
waterfalls - TLC... i grooved to that song on repeat for days
8. one thing you could change about you? 
my relationship with exercise. i wish i was more naturally athletic 
and didn't have to force myself to go to the gym.

• • • • • • 
this was fun. thanks Summer!!

Monday, March 29, 2010

just lovely. . .

i may be a little late to the party, but i just discovered Just Bloom photography, and have found my self getting lost in their collection of photos. seriously beautiful photography. wanna see what i'm talking about? check it out here.
{wouldn't mind finding myself in this scene right now with my boy}

oh, and you can find more beautiful photos on their gorgeous blog.

i just love little discoveries like this...

weekend in a nutshell. . .

whoa, what a weekend. it isn't fair that it's over. too much good stuff makes for a VERY fast two days off from work. well, only 5 days to go until the next one. let's make this week a good one!!

this weekend i:

• had a girls night friday night, attempted to watch a chick flick, but fell asleep too early. i have a tendency for doing that. it's something i need to work on.  : )

• went to a coworkers housewarming party, and discovered that she is the queen of yummy appetizers and snacks. and her apartment was lovely. i love getting an inside look at people's homes... it's like seeing a whole different side of a person... it made me realize i need more of MY artwork on my walls.

• went to a birthday party for a good friend. 
what a rowdy buncha girls we turned into... photos to come later!!

• stayed up too late saturday and spent sunday on the couch watching the discovery channel, cooking, and maybe running a few little errands. Mr. D sautéed tofu for the first time... it turned out ok!! i'm so proud of him. : )

• ended sunday night watching the blind side. LOVE that movie. just makes me want to do something GOOD... Mr. D liked it too.

and now, i am super sleepy and wishing i had enough personal time to take an extra day off. but hey, it was a good weekend, and i'm ready to make the best out of the next 5 days until my NEXT weekend.

how about you?
how was your weekend?

{sorry for the lack of photos in this post. i had photos to share, but blogger is being POO right now. photos will be posted later. i promise!}

Sunday, March 28, 2010

[updated*] sex and the city 2. teaser poster & trailer


the teaser promo poster for
sex and the city 2 sequel movie.

coming soon to cinema on may 2010.

dig it or diss it? (*on teaser poster)
disscuss & share!

*updated
the trailer (2010)

**updated
trailer Part 2. 2010



SNTC2 LAUNCH @ MAY 27.

Friday, March 26, 2010

another wonderful friday. . .

another friday is upon us, however this friday seemed a little more reluctant to appear than other fridays. 
oh, and remember this post from earlier in the week?
yeah, i have an appointment with the admissions director at the Make-up academy.
super. excited.

this week was just dragging along for me... but hey! it's finally friday!!

and you know what that means...

BLANKS!!

1.  The best piece of advice I was ever given was
 If you can't say nothin' nice, don't say nothin' at all.

2.  If I had a million dollars to give to one charity I would give it to  St. Jude's Chidren's research.

3.  If I got to choose my "last meal" it would be  
gruyere and herb ravioli {from los olivos cafe} with a roasted beet and goat cheese salad {from corktree} with a bottle of fantastic white wine. heaven.

4.  My hair is 
now blonde!!
 i've ditched the dark and went light. it's also working it's way into being "long"

5.  If at first you don't succeed  
try try again. if then you don't succeed, have a glass of wine and try again tomorrow.  : )

6.  I have always been very  
sarcastic and funny. i try to use my dry humor to my advantage whenever possible.

7.  Oh....and by the way....  
i can barely contain myself about the fact that it's friday and i get to be one step closer to taking make-up classes today!! oh, and HOORAY for the weekend!!

HAPPY FRIDAY EVERYONE!!

have you filled out your blanks yet? if not, do it now... here.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Anti-Aging Skincare FOUND and Remembered



Remembering an exquisite line of anti-aging skincare with a serum and a moisturizer so stunningly unique, potent and rare it draws a heavy sigh just at the memory of the very first experience of the formulas penetrating my skin ... FOUND.

As skincare really is my #1 passion amongst the beauty categories, it's surely not difficult to imagine that I circulate skincare brands and products ... ahem ... frequently.  So frequently in fact that it's rare that I use the same products two days or nights in a row, unless I'm reviewing.  Now having said that, I do certainly have my favorites, my ones that I go back to over and over again, my tried and true loves that sit upon my bathroom counter or secure a place in one of my bathroom drawers because they're called upon more regularly than others. Yet even those are only maybe 10 - 15 in number.

FOUND, however, has earned a very exclusive location on display in my bedroom atop the chest of drawers.  Oh, you'll find other "products" upon that chest, but not facial skincare.  I have some select body creams, a few fragrance bottles, a shine serum I love for my hair, some lipsticks (another guilty pleasure) and the Christmas card from this past year from my honey (he's been in the UK and further abroad for months on business, so it's special to me to have it close), but no other skincare "system" has pulled at my heartstrings strongly enough to warrant that I keep it out and close at hand as FOUND's Sarpa and Istr has.  You've heard about these luxurious, powerful products from me before when I first reviewed them in Fall 2008, so please check the review to read about the uniqueness of this brand, its creator Eric Cosson (a self-admitted science addict and natural ingredient espouser), and the products in more detail.  I just had to rave about them again today as having not used them in several months, I decided to apply them last Sunday night before bed and got completely lost in the luxurious experience of these treaures once again.  I've used the serum and moisturizer (the only two products by the brand currently, by the way) every night this week not able to deny myself of the pleasure using these products brings to my senses, my skin and sure, I'll say it, my very being.

Just a gander at the ingredients is enough to make a compelling argument in favor of the probability Sarpa and Istr are indeed potent, effective anti-aging products:

SARPA
a creamy-pink viscous gel serum, simply heavenly feeling on application

Hyaluronic Acid
Increases hydration and moisturization

Argireline, Leuphasyl and Syn-Ake
(a wrinkle reducing tripeptide similar to the peptide found in the venom of the Temple Viper snake)

Each of these three wrinkle reducing, peptide-loaded ingredients work together to produce Botox-like results, blocking muscles responsible for expression lines, reducing muscle cell contraction, relaxing lines and wrinkles.

Matrixyl and Matrixyl 3000
Peptide messengers that boost collagen, elastin and fill-in wrinkles


ISTR
a rich cream custard-like in texture, buttery in color with a distinct peppery-marine-herbal scent

Living Sea Water
Rich, active living water enriched with Spring Seawater and Spirulina Blue Algae; moisturizing and anti-inflammatory in properties

Acqua Biomins
Rare trace elements like Germanium, Copper and Manganese that help protext against external aggressors and free radicals

Encapsulated Vitamins A, C and E

Ostrine
A unique oyster extract, amino acid rich that assists skin in eliminating toxins

Dermaxyl
Peptide messenger that boosts collagen, elastin and fills-in wrinkles

  
Sarpa and Istr both contain essential oils, each with its own special aromatherapeutic healing property 
  • Palmarosa - "turkish geranium", fungicide and bactericide restores balance and allows skin cells to rejuvenate 
  • Sandalwood - soothing, anti-inflammatory and healing properties for dry, sensitive skin 
  • Ravensara - "tree with healing leaves"; considered to be a magical plant by the Malagasy; restores balance, calms and invigorates; also thought to have anti-viral properties 
  • Clove - purifying, large-spectrum anti-bacterial, antiseptic, anti-infectious, anti-fungal, invigorating and healing 
  • Black Pepper - stimulates circulatory system and muscle tone 
  • Coriander - invigorating aphrodisiac soothes stressed skin (no wonder I'm attracted to these products so much)
  • Nutmeg - powerful tonic that restarts cellular vitality

Sarpa and Istr each come packaged in sleek, glass white jars and boxed with extra literature on the products and a tiny spatula (each has its own) to aid in keeping product fresh and untainted by not having to dip your fingers into the product.  The price is extravagant, but worth every single penny and then some. One only needs a tiny bit of product (a pea size for entire face) for each application. Therefore, a little goes a long way!

SARPA retails for $225 a 1-ounce jar, ISTR retails for $195 a 1-ounce jar.  FOUND skincare is available at Aedes (love that store), Zuneta (for our UK friends) and online directly from FOUND. I cannot wait for 9 p.m. to roll around so I can cleanse my face and experience Sarpa and Istr again tonight ... heavy sigh!

enough already anthro . . .

anthropologie has a keen sense of how to get me to give them my money. not only do they have clothes, and decór, and books, and jewelry... now they're begging me to own one of their planter pots.
how absolutely adorable is this little thing? i must have one.

but alas, i have a black thumb, a VERY black thumb.
but these pots make me want to turn it green.

you win again, anthropologie.


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

my little alien...

one of my favorite disney animated movies that i can watch over and over is Lilo and Stitch. there's just something about that movie that steals my heart every time... one thing i love about that movie is how adorable they made the character stitch... and how much little stitch resembles my little Olive.
every time i walk Olive i get such a variety of comments.
many of them just three words, "look! it's stitch!"

other comments include references to gizmo from gremlins,
the alien dog from Men in Black,or even the creature from ghostbusters.
she definitely draws attention.

i guess she kinda does look more like an alien than a dog,
but that's what i love about her.

in fact, it just makes me love that little munchkin even more.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

career intervention . . .

lately, i've been running into a lot of frustration at my current job. 
i feel like the people i work with, and the people i work for have absolutely no clue what i do, or what i am capable of doing for that matter. since my graduation from college, i have had 3 jobs in my chosen field, and in all three of those jobs, i have had executives/coworkers/supervisors that didn't fully understand my job description. throughout my career i've discovered that people take for granted the programs you have extensive knowledge in and expect you to use only programs they know how to use: for example, Microsoft word, Microsoft excel, and Powerpoint. 

for the past year, i have had little creativity in the workplace, which is not at all my fault. the company i work for has a strong marketing view that calls for very little advertising and creative brainstorming - um, which is exactly what i'm supposed to do. over time i have become creatively starved, and am being given projects an executive assistant would do – not a graphic artist. and quite honestly, i've been feeling more and more like a glorified assistant than an artist. 

i need a change
i need to be creative.

i've been really digging away at what really makes me happy and what i truly enjoy doing. once of those things that kept popping up in my mind was makeup. for years i've been interested in pursuing a career as a make-up artist, and honestly, i think it's time.
i mean seriously, this looks like something i could see myself doing. 
it is something that would keep me inspired... and i have to stop ignoring my inner grown-up that keeps telling me to just keep working my boring job. 

so... i think i've found it. i've found something to pursue, something more to achieve. i've found my inspiration. i've found a goal to achieve... maybe even just a class to take  : )

hey, it's a start.

Monday, March 22, 2010

i did it!!!

i decided to kick off the first day of spring in style, by running. 
and believe it or not, i actually did it. i ran my first 5K run... 
and you know what?
it wasn't so bad after all.

it was sunny and warm, with a cool breeze... just perfect weather. i tried to run the whole distance, but i think the last 2 weeks of minimal running was holding me back a little. but i finished, and ran 90% of the way. i finished in 33 minutes... which in my opinion, is not that bad... considering my long time indifference to the activity.

i'm happy it is over, but i think i've caught the bug. i kinda want to run another one. can it be? is it possible that i actually enjoy running, just a little bit? perhaps...

{speaking of bugs, i actually did catch a little one. i've been coughing and sniffling and sounding like marge simpson since saturday night... i'm just glad this cold waited until after the run.}

how was everyone's weekend? 
did you enjoy the first day of spring???

Sunday, March 21, 2010

VOGUE: More or Less ~ Fashion Model Kim Noorda Journals Her Struggles with Weight

That of which we do not speak ...

Fashion model Kim Noorda braved a year of emotional, mental and physical ups and downs and journaled her experiences for Vogue magazine.  This is a story that can't help but tear at the heartstrings.

When the beautiful dutch model began this process, she was, at five-feet-ten-inches tall, 110 pounds.

In January 2009, 22-year-old Kim Noorda visited the office of Vogue's Sally Singer to discuss her relationship with food. Kim had been identified by her agent at DNA as a worthy candidate for an intervention underwritten by the CFDA Health Initiative.

The CFDA Health Initiative was founded in 2007 to combat anorexia and bulimia in the fashion industry, to provide information and resources to models in the throes of these diseases, and, more generally, to change the aesthetic on the New York runways from extreme skinniness to a more realistic, fit ideal.

What appears below are excerpts from the article appearing now in the April 2010 issue of Vogue and also available online at Vogue.com.

~Sally Singer (Vogue)
She has a soulful grace to her, a certain introspective elegance that has endeared her to such houses as Balenciaga, Prada, and Chanel. But what was apparent by fall of 2008 was that Kim was now very thin—very thin for a statuesque Amsterdam beauty who should have been coming into her own as a woman instead of shrinking to the proportions of a naturally scrawny fourteen-year-old. Our goal, I told her, was to help her see how she could diminish the centrality of food in her thinking to ultimately have a richer and more fulfilling adult life, in and out of fashion—to, in a sense, learn to be “a little more.”  Kim agreed ... off she went to a four-week outpatient program at the Renfrew Center, a facility in New York (among other locales) that has for 25 years been treating patients with eating disorders through a multipronged therapeutic approach. This was the start of Kim Noorda’s journey of self-discovery and wellness.

Extracts from Noorda's Journals


Kim Noorda - Lanvin Fall RTW 2009 L and R


January 2009
Yesterday I went to see my doctor for medical clearance. I told him that I did not have an eating disorder, but that I also believe that I do not take care of myself well enough and that I will learn something through the treatment. I am actually afraid of telling people that I am about to do this. I do not want people to see me as someone with an eating disorder. I want them to see the underlying reasons why I do not take good enough care of myself ... my BMI is too low.

I told her (the Renfrew nutritionist) I would try to agree to (gain one pound per week) because my agents have also told me that they would like me to gain an extra five pounds. She told me that five pounds is not that much, and probably no one would even see it. I told her that people in the fashion industry see every gram of fat. . . .


I have an appointment with the nutritionist and learn that I had lost weight. I was convinced that I had gained. That was the reason I had consciously started to eat less. Surreptitiously I felt somewhat relieved. According to the rules, she had to do a weight-gain contract with me with sanctions if I had not gained at least one pound per week. I was slightly upset.


February 2009
Every season I gained a little weight, and every time it felt like I was doing fewer shows. During the shows the pressure caused me to lose weight, and people complimented me on that.... Not a single person has told me that I have gained weight since the start of the shows. Not during the castings, and not even my European agent has said anything. Everything fit. This confused me, because I thought people could see every gram. Then again, no one has said that I look good, either, or commented on my appearance otherwise. When I started looking at pictures from the first show, there were still some things I disliked. My legs and cheeks have become fatter. I really need to do something about that. Exercises. On the Internet there are no positive reactions to how I looked.


Kim Noorda - Chanel Cruise, Resort 2010 L and R

Spring 2009
I avoid scales and mirrors. Only my jeans make me aware of my weight gain. My skin is getting worse; I don’t have my period (except that one time during the shows); I don’t fit into nice clothes, don’t sleep well. So what is good about it?

At the end of April I take a job in London and stay on an extra day for castings. I call up my friend Iekeliene, who lives there, and she invites me to come along on a trip to Devon in the camper van she and her boyfriend have just bought. We listen to music, go for walks in the countryside, and talk a lot about all sorts of things, including modeling (it is good to speak with someone who knows that world). Being with them on holiday shows me how relaxed and fun it can be having lunch or dinner all together.

Now I feel quite well in myself, but it has taken a while. There were things that made me start doubting myself again. For example, the Chanel cruise show. It was my first show since prêt-à-porter. I asked my agent several times if she was sure I could do the show given the way I now looked.... I was not 90 hips anymore. My agent called me back and said the 90 hips are a bit stupid. They were going to change it on all the girls’ cards to what it really was. At the show everyone was really nice, though. They specifically said I looked good like this. From then on I got more confident.


Kim Noorda - Alberta Ferretti Lookbook, Resort 2010 (L) and Lanvin Resort 2010 (R)


Summer 2009
I travel in and out of Amsterdam for jobs and quite like it this way. I go to Pilates weekly and go swimming.

I do work for three look books. At Alberta Ferretti I can’t help noticing or imagining that they think I’m too big. Not what they wanted. I just try to do my best. At Lanvin I get canceled on the second day; they want a blonder girl. Next is Givenchy, with two models who are a lot skinnier. I try, but the shoot does not seem to work..... Halfway through the day I wanted to leave and felt I really shouldn’t be there, being this size. So I apologized and left.

Kim Noorda - Stella McCartney Lingerie S/S 2010 

I did a lingerie shoot for Stella McCartney, which was something new to me. I had never dared to do something like that before. It was strange at first but fine after all. I was happy I was not so scared anymore.

Kim Noorda w/ Iekeliene Stange backstage Chanel Haute Couture (L), @ Armani Prive' Haute Couture (Center), @ Jean Paul Galutier Haute Couture (R)

Haute couture in Paris: I expected not to be booked at all. I rent a room with Iekeliene.... I admire how independent Iekeliene is, making her own decisions, looking after what she thinks is important.

Then, before the summer holiday starts, I fly to Milan for one more job. This worries me a little, since it is with a stylist who has always complimented me when I have been really skinny. Indeed, I feel she is not too happy with how I look now. The other model has some difficulty with weight as well. She seems not really happy and at one point asks me if I am happier “like this.” When I try to speak with her more directly about it, she stops the conversation. I got kind of sad about that.

Kim Noorda - Oscar de la Renta Spring RTW 2010 (L), Proenza Schouler Spring RTW 2010 (C), backstage at Lanvin Spring RTW 2010


Fall 2009
In New York I want to be enthusiastic about the shows, but I can’t seem to: I keep being unsure about my weight. By the end of it I want to go home. Skip London. But my agents advise me to go there. Then I let go again and just do my best.... Milan, The shows do not go great, and people definitely made me feel I was too big .... at Bottega I am offered the choice at seven in the morning to bleach my eyebrows or leave, I just want to go. I am crying.... I decide to watch my weight again a little.


Kim Noorda - Nicole Miller Fall 2010 (L) and Emanuel Ungaro Fall 2010 (R)


~ Sally Singer
Just before Christmas, Kim does a flurry of work in London and Los Angeles. She studies for exams and then flies off to Thailand for a vacation with friends: “two vegetarians, one omnivore, one vegan.” When she returns, she feels “energetic and good”; she has not lost any weight.

January 2010
I was in doubt whether to write this article, thinking it should be a success story. The success is not that food and weight are never on my mind anymore, but that the influence of these thoughts has become a lot less. I watch my weight, but I do not want to compromise my health, or my happiness. ...  I see a lot more of my friends. It really feels like my life is getting some more shape.

 
The full feature article may be read in the current issue of Vogue.  You may also check out more on this feature online at Vogue.com.  It's a compelling, heartfelt and thought-provoking story for all women. 


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