not up for it today...

last night i had the wind kicked out of me...

i was blindsided...

my heart was ripped in two...

its all very complicated and confusing...

and i have no idea what to think, feel, or do.

not sure if i'll ever have the strength to talk about it,
but we'll see. time will tell...

so no posts today.

don't think i could muster up anything

even remotely cheerful or funny.

hope you understand.

maybe tomorrow.

tomorrow is another day.